Ad-Lib Hypothetical Apothecary
And the stars screamed in terror at the unfolding numbness of
ONE SINGLE PERSON'S inevitability. His life stood as a metaphor for
the great cosmic "delete" key, an aphoristic anachronism emanating
from the very time of which it was outside. He spoke words like
girders with a cast-iron CAPS LOCK and assembled a decadent artifice
of ambiguity, but was not satisfied. His mind was a moire burst of
superimposed grids, and the unfortunate comprehensibility of his
artifice was endlessly frustrating.
The no-man's land of indignant disinterested dismissal was his
own personal hell. He grasped toward the Tantalizing heavens of
awe-struck incomprehensibility, and occasionally longed for the
simple Earth of easily-digested colloquialism, but to no avail.
Yet the stars still quivered to behold him--their cold light was
in fact only his reflection, and in his frustrations their own
imminent disintegration was mirrored.
Things moved slowly. Beneath the leer of the clock, his
zombified fingertips trembled in indecision. His mind was an echo-
chamber filled with a symphony of pin-drops: the space suggested
greatness, but a tiny army of diminuitives held it under siege. He
presumed that his qi had collapsed into a tiny ball in his abdomen,
his meridians scarcely more than dusty arroyos, as his extremeties
felt like dry-rotted balsa wood hung from the frayed puppet-strings
of his lugubrious thoughts.
Memoirs of an S<.D<.A<. Troipc ........ 1.1
